idk whant u to say welcome or goodbyw cuz i dont know ifi i came or i left, and for the first time i am not afraid to die and im feeling rady to, im not old. in fact im very yooung im jsut 18, but i lived more than others live in an entire life.Tough all tehse years i tried to be someone who isnt representing me, now doesnt matter naymore and i will be jst me even others will like irt or not, u ma=ight think im drunk, u might thing im high, but bboth of tehse were mods torugh were i have surpassed my problems, i always ihad to deal tehm by myself, so i mad emy own way to deal with them, and when im drunk or high(*wich i dont do it anymore) i forget about them or just pretend that they dont exist